no sleep ever. something crazy. i lost something yesterday but it will be fine. i try, i know it won’t work and i know it will probably be worse but i’m still going to try
November 2009
oh please leave him and come to me
it reminds me of my favorite poem. which is - roses are red, violets are blue, i’m a schizophrenic, and so am i
a summer that’s long gone
want you to stay
“It was about people whose mental diseases couldn’t be treated because the causes of the diseases were all in the fourth dimension, and three dimensional Earthling doctors couldn’t see those causes at all, or even imagine them.”
One day I’ll grow up, I’ll be a beautiful woman.
One day I’ll grow up, I’ll be a beautiful girl.
One day I’ll grow up, I’ll be a beautiful woman.
One day I’ll grow up, I’ll be a beautiful girl.
But for today I am a child, for today I am a boy.
For today I am a child, for today I am a boy.
For today I am a child, for today I am a boy.
One day I’ll grow up, I’ll feel the power in me.
One day I’ll grow up, of this I’m sure.
One day I’ll grow up, I know whom within me.
One day I’ll grow up, feel it full and pure.
But for today I am a child, for today I am a boy.
For today I am a child, for today I am a boy.
For today I am a child, for today I am a boy.
the velvet underground : sunday morning
the saddest i’ve been in so long but it will only last a half hour max so i need some good tunes and definitely some cigarettes